To New Beginnings. 1.1.2025, 1.11PM.

I sit here, a few hours after having my first paying client, in silence. I can hear the birds and creaking insects. As if some form of nod to me. How nature surrounds me, in this beautiful day. I am at peace, I have joy in my heart, and a subtle reckoning of power, sitting in comfortable silence in me. I feel her. Sitting on a rock, full fire ablaze around her. Her eyes closed, sitting down, legs folded, hands peacefully resting on her knees. Palms up middle fingers both touching her thumbs. Her hair long, luscious and black blown by wind. I see her clearly now.

I am connecting to her now, while I am consciously typing this, my subconscious is accessing her and showing this to me so I become aware of the internal state I am in. Recognition. Awareness. To have acknowledgement and acceptance of the inner power I have, the alignment of my inner self and the connect to my external form. My body, my conscious mind.

Goosebumps.

What lies ahead in 2025.

Is no longer a question. I have full knowing what lies ahead. It is the knowing that whatever path I set forth, it is because of all the previous decisions I’ve made and now I have full knowing that I’ve always made the right decision, even if it felt wrong at the moment. They were all necessary to lead me here. I have full trust in my destiny.

I was brought into earth to learn about the human experience. Pain, joy, regret, sadness, confusion, sorrow, discipline, drive. What makes us human? Is that we have faults. It is in the fault of being imperfect is what brings colour to our human experience. We have pain, but we also have joy. The juxtaposition of experiences is what makes us special. I see that now. A perfect, flawless life is full of joy, light, a positive outlook on one’s journey, in a state of – forever. It is white.

Having the spectrum of all the emotions is what brings in the multicolour. We no longer are white sheets of paper. Like art, every drop, stroke of colour creates the bigger picture. And how your artwork will look like depends on the choices of colour you get to choose on your canvas of life. You get to choose what overpowers each emotional colour.

Life is just a temporary plane. We come here as beings to learn and to experience. Life is beautiful. I love living. Because I know now that I am imperfect. And I understand now why that makes my design perfect.